Sorry, Been a While

I’ve been feeling weird and a little more out there than I have in quite some time.  I think there’s a reason for that, and I’m relishing in it today…

I don’t know what happened but I felt so backward over the last few days.  Like I had been taking it all wrong and not knowing why I felt so depressed.  I realized why:  I have been fighting the flu and didn’t really know.  I felt so out of it and detestable that I didn’t want to talk to anyone, didn’t want to blog, didn’t want to play games– just felt like sleeping a whole lot more than I usually do– and I began to.

Still sick and still upset, I still feel a little backward, but that’s going to change a little bit.  I received some makeup from some wonderful friends, and I think I’ll put on some this afternoon.  Yay!

I feel so much better than I did these past few days.  It’s so nice to know that I have such amazing and wonderful friends who have helped me get through these things.  Clayton Bowman was the first to offer some help and had Facebook problems, still managed to drop me a message about helping me deal with what vexes me.  Toren Fischer, also via Facebook, came to my aid and helped me feel better.  My brother-in-arms is such a wonderful person!  (I can’t seem to stop saying ‘wonderful’, huh?)  I would love to set up an event to bring all of my friends together and meet, much like the live personal events that Second Life holds in various locations around the world throughout the year.  I can’t wait!  This will be my “Worldwide Coming Out Party”!

I want all of my friends to know that I am thinking of them, maybe not every day, but I do think of them.  This is the primary reason for my party, as One Thank You for them all…

I think I know my plan and how I plan on getting to my ultimate goal; it’s going to take me a while, but I know it’s what I need to accomplish.  I want everyone to feel as great as I do when I get there.

I can’t wait!